I want to be part of it

All this past weeks i have been dealing with this thing about trying to be part of college. Finally i found a place where i feel good with good people around. Its a multicultural fraternity. I found a good people with similar interests and specially with similar culture as mine. I like how open they are to me and made me feel part of a network, at least i am starting to feel part of college. So, lets see what happen. Next week i have 2 midterms and another 2 the following week; also i have a party tomorrow night for one of the girls from the fraternity so i have to go. I think i will have a good time. I am trying to get my schedule ready for the following next weeks so i can keep with study, work and new friends =)

Obama in hispanic chanels

A few days ago while i was watching some hispanic shows, i saw an advertsment where Obama is speaking in spanish telling people to work together and help to re-construct our country. The fact that he was saying this in spanish made me feel so impress. I am glad to have him as a president of The United States and happy to know how its still a hope in the world to make a change. I am a dreamer who believes the world will become a nice place to live. I am not complaining for what we have so far because everything is not that bad, however i do think how nicer will be if we have a society where everyone contribute to a social development, integrity and of course peace.
I grow up in a small city and due to my parents jobs, i was expose to interact with people from small villages (people called them poor people), so i thought that was the poor/bad side of the world but now after moving to this country, i realized how lucky and happy are people in the village. They dont have all the technology to be contact with the rest of the world, they could be walking without shoes, etc but they are happy. Families are close to each other and they always have food to share with visitors. If it was not for the terrorism there, they were in peace and happy. Because of the advertisment, seems like countries like the states or europeans contries are the perfect place to life but in reality, those small villages are like heaven in the earth and they dont even know that.

Lost in school

As i put in my last post, i am now a full time student. I am currently in classes and while i enjoy being a student I also feel really weird about it. In my night classes i was feeling confortable because it was less people and usually i will find people from previous quarters and i guess because almost all of us worked in a full time job, we had a conecction. Now, in my day classes i feel "LOST". I dont really have many friends and i even tried to be open and friendly and i found a few friends here and there but not anyone who i can really talk everyday =(. Seems like everyone walks alone and do their own thing. I dont know if this is normal in the States, i guess it is but i was hoping something like in Peru where everyone is in groups after class. This situation of "individualims" made me miss Peru and wish someday to go back and live there. I do like USA but the comunity part is kind of different from what i am used to. I want to give the benefit of the doubt and think that this is because of the bad weather, snow, etc so maybe people will be more friendly in spring time =)

Back to school

This is my first week of school for the winter quarter. Also its my first quarter being a full time student. I feel weird!!! its too many feelings mixing inside of me. Am i old to be in school? lol
i feel old but in the same time i am happy to have this oportunity in life.

Unexpected call

I got a call this morning from my ex's best friend/kind of bf's mam. How many times i thought she hates me and doesnt want me to be around her son because of what they think i did. I was never able to explain what happened but i did say sorry to him without going into detaills ( i did put a post in my blog of the time i say sorry) I was not expecting him to keep in touch with me or anything even thought i wish he did. Seems like he is dating someone or maybe he alredy marry to someone and now i got a call from his mam.I am wondering if he is here, i am almos 80% sure he is here. I wish he called me instead of his mam but i am assuming he is with his new girl anyway his mam call me to ask for the keys of the storage where he left his staff. i am not sure if i have the keys but i remember he mentioned something about it when he was in the airport the time he left USA.So, i emailed to him asking him if he remember where did he left the keys. I promess his mam i will be taking the keys to the storage place today or tomorrow before 10:00 am. I know this sounds crazy but i was wonering what he will do if i show up at that time to check if he is really here. I do miss his friendship a lot and i know he things i am a cheater but i was never allow to explain things. If he is happy now with another girl i am happy for him but i wish he doesnt hate me for things i didnt mean to do it. I also ask him in the email to visit Zoe ( she is his dog that he left to me when he moved to China) so lets see if he wil reply.

Happy New Years!!!

Finally 2009, year of change for me as I promess to myself. Dont take me wrong, i am happy for who i am however i know i need to change some things to find more hapiness.