Twilight

Last night I went to watch the movie "Twilight" and absolutly love it =)
It even remaind me my first serious relationship with a guy who was a mistery for everyone in the university. Of course he was not a vampire, his problem was his lack of social skills. We date for 4 years ( i am not sure) , he was a totally different guy when he was alone with me than when he was around people. Our relationship was a "not healthy relationship" but we were keeping going in circles and going back together. We were totally differents, i was a social butterfly and he was the mistery guy who is in his own buble, who listen clasicc music, opera, books etc. By the last year of our relationship i realized how much i changed and instead of being a social butterfly i was part of his buble and become a mistery like him. I started to have hard time making friends, talking to people and to be hones i still have some issues at this point but i dont want to blame him for that because i know i allow him to influenced baddly in my life.
After i watched this movie, i wanted to call him and ask if he watched it. because i am sure he will feel related to that guy ( lol ) its kind of funny but always he was in this kind of histories and believed he was a special guy seeking for a doncella or something like that. he was a dreamer and he got to me because he knew i was romantic.
When i see back in my past i am amazed of how much i changed. I am not the romantic girl who dream about a special guy. I dont writte poems or read them. I am who keep everything real and when i find myself traveling in awake dreams, i bring myself back reminding me how this doesnt help me.
I am not sure if I should contact my ex, i just wanted to talk, nothing special... anyway we broke up because he cheated with my ex best friend.