Last night something happen that make me feel not right about taking the big decision. I dont know how to explain this clearly but I am going to try:
I thought one of my plans when i was taking the big decision is the fact of to start a business however things were not as I thought and there are some changes. Things happen for a reason and I am glad i found out that i was doing a mistake letting myself believe that two people can do a business without trying to take advantage one to the other. However, things are ok now, i want to leave the business out of my personal relationship with this person. Its sad because i thought we could do a lot together and intead of me thinking in how much "I" could make in this business , i was thinking how much "WE" could make on it. But its Ok, i guess i forgot how north Americans think about this cases ,which is not bad but when is about someone that you trust and who may be your parter, then it should be a litle different.
Anyway, I will keep my idea of just trust on me and the sources of myself so I will keep my idea of this business but by myself. I will start with small but at least i will be happy and release to not be worry about depending on someone else. So, if i want to do this, i may need to think more about the big decision and what is the best in the long run. I want to keep positive and think that things are going to go well and i know i am strong enough to do whatever by myself and of course with the moral support of my family =)
PS : I realized i am still a dreamer which is not bad at all and now at least i am real too which make me happy
Ayer algo paso que me hizo sentir insegura acerca de la decision que estaba tomando. Yo estaba planeando empezar un negocio con alguien y todo se veia muy bien asi cuando terminara la escuela, tendria un ingreso. Sin embargo hubo cambios ya que ayer me di cuenta que yo era la que pensaba en "nuestras ganancias" y la otra persona pensaba en "su" ganancia. Me di cuenta que tengo todavia lo sonadora y pienso que si se puede confiar en alguien mas que tambien pensara en ti pero habia olvidado como los Norteamericanos piensan asi que baje del lado sonador y ahora piso tierra. Entonces se que lo mejor es hacerlo sola, depender solo de los recursos yo puedo dar y no pensar que puedo asociarme a alguien quien pensara no solo en sus ganancias si no las ganancias de ambos "juntos". Por lo tanto , creo voy a tener que pensar muy bien en esto de la decision ya que ahora tengo que ver lo que me asegura la estabilidad en el futuro. Ya no metere el negocio en la relacion personal que tengo con esta persona para llevar las cosas tranquilas. Da miedo eso de estar sola, desde pequena pense que alguna vez podria estar con alguien y contruir algo juntos sin embargo ahora pienso que "YO" debo formar y construir mi futuro y no pensar que alguien estara en mi lado. Se que soy lo suficientemente fuerte para poder sobrepasar cualquien problema que me traiga mis propieas decisiones.
PS. Me alegra saber que no perdi lo sonadora sin embargo ahora pienso con los pies en la tierra, es un gran avance.
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