Almost ready to make a decision

I am happy to have my mami back in the states and ready to start to make the big decisions for my next 2 years of my life. I feel more confident of what i want to do specially when i hear my mam supporting my ideas ... even there are some crazy and risky ideas but she still think these are a good decisions that in the long run will make me happy.
I am lucky to have a special people like all my family and my boyfriend who support whatever I do. I know I did give a lot of surprises to my family and almost a heart attack to my dad for instance when i told them i was leaving Peru to go to the US ( two weeks before my flight) and with some drama but everyone was happy for me and now everyone is in some way asking me to think about me and make the decision to follow my happiness ... sounds so easy but seriously its really hard ... maybe i am afraid of the change for an unknow experience. However, i know i need to follow my values, be myself and i was becaming a person who just follow the rutine and what is next? marriage and kids ? not way !!! at least not to the rutine and the end of life like that. i want to become succesful and not to proof people my value, i want to proof to myself. Thanks God i have a good guy next to me who reminds me how is the real me and keep me eyes open to see my goals and dreams..